September 8th, 2005

Subject: la desconsolacion Time: 11:38 pm Current Mood: gloomy

y porque llenaste mi agonia, con palabras prestadas, De el unico lugar que has conocido, y por que cantaste eso, cuando no te significo nada porque decidiste cantar con migo?

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August 11th, 2005

Time: 10:11 pm

I need some lovin in my life...wat a bummer!

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August 1st, 2005

Time: 12:37 am

miss loved ones, the beach, and that one feeling

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May 25th, 2005

Subject: milk cows! Time: 12:16 am

no more friends hearts being broken, less writing and more pictures.

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February 3rd, 2005

Time: 01:15 pm

My life is falling apart...for for reeeeeeeals this time.

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October 4th, 2004

Subject: blaagh!! Time: 11:29 pm

Friday - went to some warehouse Saturday - was the best!! Being sick suuuuuuuuuuxs!! Having a new printer rules!! Javq leaving...breaks my heart</3

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September 28th, 2004

Current Music: Camera Obscura-teenager Subject: Chile Time: 11:49 pm Current Mood: anxious

Im going to Chile to study abroad...I decided today. I'll complete my Spanish requirements this year and I'll go learn and teach in Spanish and living with chileno familys. It will be AWESOME!!!

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September 5th, 2004

Current Music: noticias de telemundo Time: 10:22 pm Current Mood: grateful

Things are waaaaaaaaaaaay better. The retreat helped alot. The place reminded me of Santa Cruz. I miss the trees, and the stars, and all the endless days spent wondering around in a timeless bliss. It'll be sad with out but Diana and I will keep each other company till were over it, or till one of us moves on. Everything happens for a reason. NO more updating this journal so frequently...its freaking me out MAN!

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September 2nd, 2004

Current Music: azure ray Subject: just breath... Time: 11:59 am Current Mood: drained

Me siento media melancolica. All of it just needs to stop cause I can't take it anymore!!

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August 20th, 2004

Current Music: spongebob Time: 05:44 pm Current Mood: content

Summer vacation is almost over and havent done too many exciting things...Guatemala was fun and yummy. Working gets really boring and Ive memorized the whole game. My birthday was pretty lame, I worked. BLEHJ! Going back to SC in a little less than a month...rooming with Diana again, WOHOO! Living in a house with 12 people is going to be craaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. We'll have lots of shows there and dance dance dance. WOHOO!! PAAAAAAAAAAAAARTY!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

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May 12th, 2004

Current Music: some random stuff on 88.1 Subject: *cough cough* Time: 01:11 am Current Mood: sick

Im dying and Im not getting any better....I just dont know what to do anymore!!

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April 6th, 2004

Subject: dank foods and crazy bus rides Time: 04:40 pm

shit, dude, i had a super scary dream, and i dont know what to think...i am seriously afraid for my good friends life, i think he will die in a couple days, on a tragic core bus ride, and i will be there too, but i also have a feeling that everything will be O.K. in the end. Other than that, im just chillin like a villin, i am about to eat some daank food that this good freind will make, and even though it is vegan, i will still like it a lot, it will be ssuuuper good. Well, thats it for now, live journal rocks, lj 4 life, what bitch what! **edit** this journal entry was written by Marlowe

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March 1st, 2004

Subject: I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy, down in my heart!!! Time: 08:40 pm Current Mood: cheerful

no more

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February 23rd, 2004

Current Music: ozomatli-eva? Subject: askfyeuigbgivugr Time: 06:52 pm Current Mood: stressed

This weekend was pretty laid back. Diana went home for the weekend so Jacq and Gina were darlins and let me spend a couple of nights at their place. Their so sweet, I love em. Friday was Jen and Gina time. We went down town to Saturn did some reading and rented Dead Alive, good film. Oh and we (Scott, Jacq, Gina and Marlowe)had a little Mariah Carey marathon...ahaha...that was exciting. Had a delicious quesadilla on Saturday, played speed uno (very intense game), had some krispy cream, played video games with Scott. I go so much better at it now.I'm almost a pro! I amaze myself. Later on watched Fievel Goes West and fell asleep. Went to back to my room to sleep like at 5 all by myself, but I left the TV on so it wasnt so bad. That was a good weekend. Had fun. But now,I'm suppose to be at my section right now. I quit that stupid class its too early in da monin. I have a research paper and some other essay due tommorow AND I have to register for class at 8 IN THE MORNING!!!Theres only 2 classes I want to take and I refuse to take any classes that I dont want to or that are too hard. I need a break. I'm really stressing out. To top it all off...I found out that I have a midterm on on friday and have done no reading at all or been to most of the lectures...aaaaaaaah!!!Cant wait till Friday.

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February 17th, 2004

Current Music: Cursive - The Great Decay Subject: poopy! Time: 05:08 pm Current Mood: crappy

Back in Santa Cruz, missed the weather. Had a jolly good ole time back home. Got hit in the face at my brothers bday party. That was lots of fun. Hung out with alot of my friends. That was awesome. He ended up not coming over,made me feel like crap...the rest of that day was awesome, I ove my friends! Now today!Stupid stupid day. My tummy hurts so much. i don't feel well at all. Didn't go to any of my classes. Havent done any work. Took a long nap, diana was suppose to wake me up. Cleaned the room, finally got out of my pjs. Had some lunch. Talked to the mother...just one of those days that you can't wait till its over. just a few mre hours....

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February 15th, 2004

Current Music: red light sting-hot dog! Subject: grrrrrrr.. Time: 01:38 am Current Mood: okay

So I'm home now. The ride here was fun. Been hanging out with friends and eating real food. Having lots of fun. Haven't seen him yet but I think he's coming over tomorrow. We'll see how that goes. I really really really really really really really really want to go to Coachela sooooooooooooooo bad. But I dont know where I'm going to get the cash. I'm so poor! And I dont want to ask my parenst cause they have enough to pay...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...I HATE THIS!! I'll try to save up money some how. I just have to go! Diana Gina and I are in a band. Diana plays the guitar, Gina the keyboard and I play the drums. Its so awesome. Im really excited. It's gonna be grrrrrrreat! I missed my friends and I love them so so so very much!

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February 11th, 2004

Current Music: Ora Lawson-The Red Light Sting Subject: home home home Time: 10:13 am Current Mood: sleepy

I'm soooooooo sleepy. I havent had any good sleep in the past couple of days and now its all catching up to me. Every where I go I end up falling asleep. Yesterday went to see Blood Brothers...that was AWASOME!! Saw Red Light Sting and some other band that was really good. Grabed lots of boys buts, thats always fun. Ran up the Merrill hill for late night...I almost died! I'm going home tommorow and Im realy excited about seeing all my friends. I really miss my little brother at and calling him BROTHER instead of his real name and him calling SISTER. I'm not to thrilled about having to see Him.Hopefully he wont ruin my trip back home like he did last time. But I'll have lots of fun. Im going home tommorow, and it should be like another road trip. WOHOO!! I loooooove road trips.!

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January 26th, 2004

Current Music: Spectacular Views- Rilo Kiley Subject: Capital City here we come.... Time: 02:04 pm Current Mood: gloomy

Yesterday was a really random day. We all went out to eat at soem mexican restaurant. I had a meat quesadilla with horchata. That was pretty tasty. As son as I came home I was suppose to do lots of reading, and I kinda did. Then Diana asked if I wanted to go to a show and I said "sure". I had no idea what show we were going to, who was taking us, or where it was. It was all so fast. It was craaaaaaaaaazy!! On our way there it was Diana, Gina, Erik and Matt then I found out that we were of to see Hella in Sacramento. ROADTRIP!!! Gina and I really had to pee. Erik stopped at a gas station and I walked in on some guy taking a piss. Thats the second time that happens to me this week. When we got back in the car Erik lil Volvo would not start. That was pretty exciting. On our way there we stopped by Davis to pick up some of Erik's friends and one of them looked like tah guy from Coldplay. As soon as we got there, right when it was our turn to pay it was SOLD OUT!! Grrrrrr. We drove 3 hours and now we werent going. So we decide to eat. We drove aroud for quite a awhile and ended up eating at some burger place next to a gay bar. That was a pretty nifty place. THen off we went to some of Erik's friends house. There were a couple of people there. We hung out there for awhile then left at around 1. We ended up getting home at around 3. That was a pretty fun experience. That was really awasome. I heard lots of intrresting stories from everyone. Yesteraday was an awasome day. Today is stupid. I have lots of work to do. THE END.

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January 20th, 2004

Current Music: The Reveonettes-Bowls of the Beast Subject: same old same old Time: 05:13 pm Current Mood: apathetic

Things seem to remain the same. Oh well. Had fun during the 3 day weekend. Going to see Coheed and the Blood Brothers. WoHoOoOoOo!! That should be lots and lots of fun. I cant wait. Im extrmely poor. This is the poorest I've ever been. It took about a week to save up money for a stamp. Hehehe...oh well. I dont like money. Got a job interview. I'm going to have to leave at 7 in da monin!! Thats soooooooooo early. I dont know how Im going to do it. I dont miss home as much. I should go back soon...I dont want to see him and no more talking to him. Boys suck....I saw J.P. on Sunday, that was pretty exciting. He said HI to me. Hehehe, its teh small things that make me happy. So much work to do. No more school for me...I quit........................ok....must do work.

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January 5th, 2004

Subject: Blank Blank Blank Time: 08:37 am Current Mood: indescribable

Its monday morning and its 8:30 in da monin. I have no idea why the hell Im up. My class isnt till 11 and I've been up since 7. I went pipi and couldnt get back to sleep. I kept thinking an thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and I cant stop thinking. Not until everything gets better. After I talked to him...I'm scared for him. What is happening to this guy. He's throwing hes whole life away. He says and tries to get better but it all just gos back to the same bull. I want to help him I really do. but I just dont know how. What can I do when I'm all the way over here?? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! I'm just so useless!! I hate this!! I hate the fact that hes n trouble again! I hate how he stops talking to me everytime he gets in to trouble! I hate how all I do is listen and say all this stupid crap that does nothing to better him!! And most of all I hate how I'm just sitting here in my bum doing nothing and knowing that there is NOTHING I can do!! What can I do?? What kind of person just sits around here doing nothing while one of there closests friends is in biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig trouble?!?!?!?!?! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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